You don’t matter anymore, and maybe you never should have. I’m envious of people who grew up without a father, without a reason to explain away a black eye. I don’t want you in my life. I know you made the decision to get rid of me long before I ever even thought about making the same decision, but I’m happy in my life, and I don’t ever want someone like you in it again.

At the same time, I want you to know that I hope you live a happy, long, and healthy life. I forgive you for all of the bad things you did.

I’ve had a problem with marijuana lately, and I’ve had a problem with stress and anxiety ever since I was little. The stress and anxiety are very much linked to the constant bullying and abuse I faced at home. The marijuana is linked to the stress and anxiety. I need to learn to tell people like you to GFY. I need to take toxic people like you out of my life.

You were always the biggest liar I’ve ever known. I don’t want to be like you, so from now on, I’ll just be myself. I won’t lie about who I am or what I want. I won’t be a peacemaker.

There are two lessons that I’ll take from you that will help govern the rest of my life.

  1. Like you, I’ll do what I want. You’ve always done whatever you want, and that was good for nobody around you, but we’re very different people. Me doing what I want won’t hurt others.
  2. Unlike you, I’ll be myself. I’ll let others in, and I’ll let people know who I really am.

I suspect you already know that your existence has caused more harm than good on this planet. I think you know that you were just as bad as your mom, probably much worse.

I lift the biggest weight off my chest today. I life the weight of a man who has always been manipulative and dishonest to get what he wants.

Good luck to you in life. Good luck to you in old age. Good luck to you in the inevitable. I wish you no pain, no heartache, and no suffering. I truly to forgive you, but when it comes to you being in my life, all I can say is goodbye and GFY.

Son of Sappho Diary

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